“Remember how the Lord your God led you all the way in the
wilderness these forty years, to humble and test you in
order to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep his
commands.”
An often-quoted
verses regarding Israel’s time in the wilderness is Numbers 32:13 “The LORD's
anger burned against Israel and he made them wander in the wilderness for forty
years”.
To us the
word “wander” implies being lost, but that was not the case for Israel. This verse in Deuteronomy states that God was
leading them during that time.
Israel was
suffering the consequences of their iniquity. They were enduring the penalties
for their sin…. but they were not abandoned, and they were not alone. God was
leading them every step of the way.
At times during
the Christmas holidays, we can feel alone.
Our failures seem to be highlighted. When we have time to reflect, the
consequences of our sin appear magnified.
As others celebrate,
it is easy to fall into sadness and depression thinking our failures have ruined
relationships and circumstances beyond repair.
But while
sin causes hurt, God does not waste pain. And while at times we feel lost, God
is still leading our journey and there is purpose in the struggle.
The nation
of Israel felt lost and hopeless, but God stilled loved them. He led them, met their needs,
and protected them as their hearts were being tested and strengthened.
If you are
“wandering” during this season take comfort in the fact that God is with you…There
is still a plan and you are still part of it.
Humble yourself
and examine your heart. Keep his commands and know that there is a purpose in
the pain.
Cling to
the fact that nothing can diminish the bond you have with your Heavenly Father
and find peace in knowing you are not lost…He is with you, and He is leading
you through the wilderness.
“Sometimes life takes you into a dark place where you feel
it's impossible to breathe. You think you've been buried, but don't give up,
because the truth is, you've actually been planted.”
― Karen Gibbs
― Karen Gibbs